I keep waiting and waiting
just waiting for that tomorrow,
The day you will rise from the ashes
and with a blink, erase all my sorrow,,
But you are not a phoenix
and I got fed up of expecting miracles,
So here I am standing alone
with loneliness tightening its shackles,,
My eyes blurr and vision fade
when your face becomes so touchingly vivid,
The next moment, it sets itself afire
and the burning pain makes me livid,,
With so many emotions taking the better of me
I am finding it hard to live with memories,
Defying all restrictions, tears roll down my cheek
I just stare at my palm and curse the crease,,
We were to live and die together
so your last promise is still due,
For once, you just come back
and please take me with you.....
just waiting for that tomorrow,
The day you will rise from the ashes
and with a blink, erase all my sorrow,,
But you are not a phoenix
and I got fed up of expecting miracles,
So here I am standing alone
with loneliness tightening its shackles,,
My eyes blurr and vision fade
when your face becomes so touchingly vivid,
The next moment, it sets itself afire
and the burning pain makes me livid,,
With so many emotions taking the better of me
I am finding it hard to live with memories,
Defying all restrictions, tears roll down my cheek
I just stare at my palm and curse the crease,,
We were to live and die together
so your last promise is still due,
For once, you just come back
and please take me with you.....
Am feeling the warmth inside
But my body is getting cold,
Am waiting for my eyes to close
And hoping for the mysteries to unfold,,
In dreams, I live in my ivory castle
But I always wake up in the iron bed,
For a change, this dream's gonna be endless
And will save me from my emotional cascade,,
I will play with the angels there
And swim with dolphins by my side,
I will drink from the magic fountain
And take the toughest unicorn for a ride,,
I will run around the lively orchard
And climb up to the golden tree,
In a place where I wont be paralysed
And where the crutches will set me free....
But my body is getting cold,
Am waiting for my eyes to close
And hoping for the mysteries to unfold,,
In dreams, I live in my ivory castle
But I always wake up in the iron bed,
For a change, this dream's gonna be endless
And will save me from my emotional cascade,,
I will play with the angels there
And swim with dolphins by my side,
I will drink from the magic fountain
And take the toughest unicorn for a ride,,
I will run around the lively orchard
And climb up to the golden tree,
In a place where I wont be paralysed
And where the crutches will set me free....
Body to Soul :
I could never express your thoughts
The way you always wanted me to,
So, I had to end it myself
For its the least I could do,,
Now, as time has stopped ticking
Am just an abandoned cadaver,
And you can live your life
The way you want it, forever....
Soul to Body :
You need not hurt yourself for me
You did your job in the best possible way,
It was me who loved her
And it was for me that she went away,,
Even with on fault of yours
You have always been my alibi,
But now, with all those memories
I really wish, I myself could die....
I could never express your thoughts
The way you always wanted me to,
So, I had to end it myself
For its the least I could do,,
Now, as time has stopped ticking
Am just an abandoned cadaver,
And you can live your life
The way you want it, forever....
Soul to Body :
You need not hurt yourself for me
You did your job in the best possible way,
It was me who loved her
And it was for me that she went away,,
Even with on fault of yours
You have always been my alibi,
But now, with all those memories
I really wish, I myself could die....
I ran from the crowd
and easily found peace,
Now am running from her
and I lack the same ease,,
Prescriptions and lab reports
are just adding up to the pile,
I know medicines can't cure me
nor can bring her a smile,,
I can see the tears in her eyes
and feel what she is going through,
The pain is excruciating for me
but I know its piercing her too,,
She is so tender
just touching twenty three,
She can't live with memories
so I had to set her free,,
Tears blurring my vision
but one last time, I looked at her ring,
Then I closed my eyes
and released her of the binding,,
She cried out for the first time
looking at the ring rolling on the floor,
I sighed, coz leaving her in pain,
I couldn't have crossed the door,,
She never wanted to cry the way she did
so hiding her face, she ran away,
I just smiled at the doctor
and then closed my eyes to pray,,
I showed up the white flag
I am too tired to fight,
If it had to be someday
then why not tonight,,
I already convinced him
what my intentions were,
With the pavulon vial
he was standing right there,,
He walked towards my bed
and asked me once more,
I broadened my smile
and my eyes conveyed my core,,
He filled up the syringe
and pushed it in my vein,
I slowly closed my eyes
never to open again......
and easily found peace,
Now am running from her
and I lack the same ease,,
Prescriptions and lab reports
are just adding up to the pile,
I know medicines can't cure me
nor can bring her a smile,,
I can see the tears in her eyes
and feel what she is going through,
The pain is excruciating for me
but I know its piercing her too,,
She is so tender
just touching twenty three,
She can't live with memories
so I had to set her free,,
Tears blurring my vision
but one last time, I looked at her ring,
Then I closed my eyes
and released her of the binding,,
She cried out for the first time
looking at the ring rolling on the floor,
I sighed, coz leaving her in pain,
I couldn't have crossed the door,,
She never wanted to cry the way she did
so hiding her face, she ran away,
I just smiled at the doctor
and then closed my eyes to pray,,
I showed up the white flag
I am too tired to fight,
If it had to be someday
then why not tonight,,
I already convinced him
what my intentions were,
With the pavulon vial
he was standing right there,,
He walked towards my bed
and asked me once more,
I broadened my smile
and my eyes conveyed my core,,
He filled up the syringe
and pushed it in my vein,
I slowly closed my eyes
never to open again......
I am there for you
guiding your every step,
I am there for you
filling your every gap,,
I am there for you
erasing all your fears,
I am there for you
to hold your falling tears,,
I am there for you
to brighten your frowning face,
I am there for you
if you need me just in case,,
I am there for you
wherever you want me to be,
I am there for you
but just don't want you to see....
