I ran from the crowd
and easily found peace,
Now am running from her
and I lack the same ease,,
Prescriptions and lab reports
are just adding up to the pile,
I know medicines can't cure me
nor can bring her a smile,,
I can see the tears in her eyes
and feel what she is going through,
The pain is excruciating for me
but I know its piercing her too,,
She is so tender
just touching twenty three,
She can't live with memories
so I had to set her free,,
Tears blurring my vision
but one last time, I looked at her ring,
Then I closed my eyes
and released her of the binding,,
She cried out for the first time
looking at the ring rolling on the floor,
I sighed, coz leaving her in pain,
I couldn't have crossed the door,,
She never wanted to cry the way she did
so hiding her face, she ran away,
I just smiled at the doctor
and then closed my eyes to pray,,
I showed up the white flag
I am too tired to fight,
If it had to be someday
then why not tonight,,
I already convinced him
what my intentions were,
With the pavulon vial
he was standing right there,,
He walked towards my bed
and asked me once more,
I broadened my smile
and my eyes conveyed my core,,
He filled up the syringe
and pushed it in my vein,
I slowly closed my eyes
never to open again......
and easily found peace,
Now am running from her
and I lack the same ease,,
Prescriptions and lab reports
are just adding up to the pile,
I know medicines can't cure me
nor can bring her a smile,,
I can see the tears in her eyes
and feel what she is going through,
The pain is excruciating for me
but I know its piercing her too,,
She is so tender
just touching twenty three,
She can't live with memories
so I had to set her free,,
Tears blurring my vision
but one last time, I looked at her ring,
Then I closed my eyes
and released her of the binding,,
She cried out for the first time
looking at the ring rolling on the floor,
I sighed, coz leaving her in pain,
I couldn't have crossed the door,,
She never wanted to cry the way she did
so hiding her face, she ran away,
I just smiled at the doctor
and then closed my eyes to pray,,
I showed up the white flag
I am too tired to fight,
If it had to be someday
then why not tonight,,
I already convinced him
what my intentions were,
With the pavulon vial
he was standing right there,,
He walked towards my bed
and asked me once more,
I broadened my smile
and my eyes conveyed my core,,
He filled up the syringe
and pushed it in my vein,
I slowly closed my eyes
never to open again......
I am there for you
guiding your every step,
I am there for you
filling your every gap,,
I am there for you
erasing all your fears,
I am there for you
to hold your falling tears,,
I am there for you
to brighten your frowning face,
I am there for you
if you need me just in case,,
I am there for you
wherever you want me to be,
I am there for you
but just don't want you to see....
